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Name: Alex
Country: Germany
Birthday: 10/18/1987
Gender: Female


Interests: volleyball, baseball (GO BRAVES!!!)
Occupation: Student


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Thursday, March 29, 2007

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It's only Wednesday and it's already been a long week. Anyone else feeling that way? Everything has gone topsy turvy today. I wish I could explain it. I'm just ready to go home for the weekend. My mom leaves on Tuesday and I really wish she didn't have to go. I won't see her until August.

So, Alex is a little stressed. My parents are moving to Singapore for a few years and I have no idea how I feel about this. Yay for me that I can go check out another country, but sad for me because I was planning on going back to Germany this summer. I really wanted to go back. I guess I thought I would say good bye then. I don't think I ever actually did. :) My grandparents in the States are not doing well at all. Mr Grandaddy just had his second stroke and my Granny is just not doing well. My granddad in Germany has cancer and since I can't go back this summer, I probably won't see him again. That really depresses me. Now today someone I go to school with is acting so strange and she won't tell me what is wrong. It's really bothering me. It's hard to explain so I'm not going to try.

I know all of my entries seem to be depressing, but I'm actually quite happy,(I promise) but every now and then I just need to unload. Do you know what I mean? There are so many things that I miss. I wish I could get them back, but I know they're gone. Do any of you feel the same way? I don't know, I guess I'm always reading how happy everyone is and I just wonder if there are days when you want things to go back to how they were.

That's what I'm wishing today. I'm wishing to have my old friends and be around people that actually care and are real. I'm tired of the facade everyone has and the one that I have sometimes. So everyone, know I miss you and I wish I could see you and share all those fun times we had together. I have so many wonderful memories with you and I love you all.

 Good night. I hope all is well with you.


Thursday, March 08, 2007

SO....I haven't updated in a little while and I thought I would do so now.

   There hasn't been too much going on. My mom has decided to stay until April 4th instead of Frebruary. Yay! But she stayed for my grandparents not me. They are having some health problems so prayer would be great.

  I've been really busy lately. I'm taking 20 hours so that tends to keep a person busy. I'm having roommate issues, but hopefully they will be resolved soon. I really do hope so because at the moment Alex isn't getting much sleep and some people know what word Alex is when she doesn't get enough sleep.

   We just read Tintern Abbey in my cultural perspectives class and i thought back to AP English. Those of you in AP should tell Ms. Young hi for me and know that the poetry you read in there will show up again in college. It was really great to read because I understood it better this time. I know that if I go back to Germany I'll see all the ways it has changed (or hasn't) and then I'll probably just sit and remember all the things that I did with my friends. Guys it takes a while to truly let it sink that you're not going back. I still don't believe it sometimes. I know that sounds crazy, but sometimes I think I'm still going back. I was planning on going back this summer and really saying goodbye to everything and everyone, but it looks like it might be a few years befoee I go back. By that time no one that I know will be there. It's really a depressing thought.

   I know all the seniors from last year have told you to enjoy your year because it ends all too quickly , well here is one more telling you to truly enjoy it, because when its over its actually over. I didn't think it ever would be. You'll still be able to see people and meet up, but you won't talk everyday. You'll walk through your campus and not know everyone or anyone some days. You'll still miss your friends, but you'll be too busy to call. This wasn't meant to be a depressing message, but its honest.

   I love you and I miss you greatly. I still think everyone should come to Samford. In case you were wondering what I thought! :)

   I love you all and hopefully I'll write again sometime soon, but I wouldn't count on it!

P.S. All you mks that haven't graduated yet, I'm going to let you in on a little secret that I learned this week: America is the only country that does any good and knows what it's doing. Just thought you needed to know that before you entered into the States again. Just get used to it now. No one knows that there are other continents other than the one the U.S. is on. It really is a helpful hint. :)


Thursday, October 19, 2006

what's with the juniors going to Rome?


Monday, September 18, 2006

Hey ya'll

   It's been a while so I thought i'd write and tell you what's going on. I'm in my fourth week of classes. It's been going ok so far. I just made my first A on a speech! Yay! I'm taking French 201, Sociology, Communication Arts, and Cultural Perspectives.

    So just so all of you know, I miss you and I think about you all the time. My mom always said home is where you make it...well i made it with all of you and i miss you. I'm making friends here so things are definetly looking up. That first week was pretty strange. I was like hmm...where are my freinds at? This can't be right. So know that all of you are greatly missed.

   As for you Seniors. Let me tell you what every other senior from last year is telling you: Enjoy it. It passes by all too quickly. After Senior trip your year is over.I was looking at the opening ceremony page...it really does seem like a few months back i was doing that, not a year ago. really appreciate your friends while you're at BFA too. You truly do realize how special they are...but by then you are already in college and can't get those hugs and special times together. Luckily though there are phones.

    I said good bye to my mom yesterday. that was pretty depressing. it didn't help i had to drive home either. so we had a good time while i was home, but it passed too fast. i realized how attached to her i am and this idea of college without my mother is absurd. who came up with this idea anyway?! just kidding i am enjoying it. I have an awesome roomie. She from a city about 10 minutes from wherei grew up. She's a sweetie.

 I love all of you. Have a great week. Email me and let me know how you are.


Hey ya'll

   It's been a while so I thought i'd write and tell you what's going on. I'm in my fourth week of classes. It's been going ok so far. I just made my first A on a speech! Yay! I'm taking French 201, Sociology, Communication Arts, and Cultural Perspectives.

    So just so all of you know, I miss you and I think about you all the time. My mom always said home is where you make it...well i made it with all of you and i miss you. I'm making friends here so things are definetly looking up. That first week was pretty strange. I was like hmm...where are my freinds at? This can't be right. So know that all of you are greatly missed.

   As for you Seniors. Let me tell you what every other senior from last year is telling you: Enjoy it. It passes by all too quickly. After Senior trip your year is over.I was looking at the opening ceremony page...it really does seem like a few months back i was doing that, not a year ago. really appreciate your friends while you're at BFA too. You truly do realize how special they are...but by then you are already in college and can't get those hugs and special times together. Luckily though there are phones.

    I said good bye to my mom yesterday. that was pretty depressing. it didn't help i had to drive home either. so we had a good time while i was home, but it passed too fast. i realized how attached to her i am and this idea of college without my mother is absurd. who came up with this idea anyway?! just kidding i am enjoying it. I have an awesome roomie. She from a city about 10 minutes from wherei grew up. She's a sweetie.

 I love all of you. Have a great week. Email me and let me know how you are.



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